SAD!

I seem to suffer severely with SAD. This weather is really getting me down. I feel like I'm on the borders crying all the time. I feel apathetic and I don't want to do anything at all. I'm always so tired when I get in from work that I can't be arsed to go out anywhere. I just want to eat and go to bed. My working life is fine it's just that my personal life isn't going anywhere. It seems to permanently rotate around this house and the people who live in it. I love them all very much but I need a bit more and I don't know what I need. May be tomorrow I can go out walking with the dog somewhere.

At least I've been paid now so I can go out and get lots of beer and chocolate.